peace-love-music1217

isn't it weird how when you are young you are innocent? you don't have any worrys at all, unless you were beat as a child then that sucks for you because you never got a REAL childhood experience. i mean as a kid you lived in your own little happy world were you didnt really have to think but only to dream. people paraded you arround and told you what and what not to do but you usualy followed, you didn't know any better. seriously as a kid you get those precious years of peace to just be a little goober. who is there to stop you? you're just a kid. all kids act that way. you don't realize it at the time but these years will be so signifigant

with sweety palms i skul through the halls. *scuff* *drip* this prison has an abundance of ominouses noises that would scare a small child at night, not saying i'm doing that. no. what i'm doing is much. much. better. they will all be forced to remember through anguish and denial what fools thy mortal selfishness fufilled them to be. i almost let out a psychotic cackle. onward. to doom. to the end. suffering, so much suffering. a flashback starts to fill my mind of the mental ward i had to go to last year the screaming coming from down the hall where an inmate had been locked in 'the box.' Bang! Bang! We got a kicker! Get the tranquilizer! Nu

ya i've been kicked across the curb to many times so i'm changing my outlook on death. it sucks. although so does everything else, why should it matter to add just one more thing to the list? because this is the final straw the limit, breaking point, finishing touch, deciding factor, end of the line, end of the road, end, bridge too far, coup de grâce. you catch the vibe i'm spinning? i was naive and thought hey death would be killer. there were three ways i thought i would end up settling down with: 1.i'dd get to hang with old freaks and talk about how crazy the world is and how were glad to be down here maybe even meet up with some coo